Party of Joy and Hope

My cultural history teacher Warren Susman told us that the great Walter Benjamin once said that he wanted to write an essay consisting solely of quotations. Or maybe Benjamin said it repeatedly; maybe he even wrote the essay I’m off-duty historian today so won’t look it up. That’s a big dilemma for the ADHD King; you start with a Walter Benjamin search only to discover that the entirety of the classic 60s globe-trotting surf film The Endless Summeris available on-line in numbered segments, which I enjoyed viewing last evening, in random order.

The movie so cool its day and so visually mesmerizing in any day also features the corniest narration this side of Dr. Tom Dooley’s late-50s radio broadcasts from northwestern Laos, and why not since they share the same tragic or tragic-comic theme: young Americans at loose abroad, effortlessly sharing their casual expertise with grateful natives. That historical moment reminded me in turn of Gaudium et Spes, the great document of the Second Vatican Council which unabashedly proclaimed that all of humanity, everywhere, is of concern to followers of Christ. The community in which I work is deeply informed by that insight: we enjoyed a wonderful July 4th cookout among friends several of whom can quote lengthy passages of Gaudium et Spes from memory.

I remember the excitement—spiritual euphoria—witnessed in the months and years following the Council. I was just a kid and could not partake fully but it was palpable, the emergence of this ‘movement culture,’ this Party of Joy and Hope which jostled aside the Party of Rage and Fear dominant in the ‘pre-conciliar’ Cold War era. Was it really that simple? Not by a long damn shot: both impulses coursed throughout the culture and in terribly painful ways through the experience of my own family of origin, to a degree rendering any un-ambivalent response to the religion I was born with less than fully authentic.

If I’m the only historian of U.S. Catholicism to have been compared by his father in August 1969 to Charles Manson (down the Jersey Shore: ouch); well, if such things as these do not slightly color my view of ‘natural law’ and its current applications by certain religious authorities, then I’d be someone else. And since I was saved via the intercession of the profligate riot of post-war American cultures, I invoke in response as my authority the title of a book review I once read: Lies About Elvis, Lies About Us.

And nobody can stop the stories. Dr. Tom Dooley himself went to Vietnam in 1954 as a manic anti-communist and returned from Laos seven years later as half a Buddhist. He died two days before JFK was inaugurated, who then launched the Peace Corps while lauding Dooley’s example running village clinics in Laos. JFK put his brother-in-law  Sargent Shriver in charge; Sarge then gave a speech at the university where I now work, citing Gaudium et Spes as his own inspiration. Decades later I was honored to provide some historical commentary for Bruce Orenstein’s tremendous Shriver documentary: around that same time Shriver’s son Tim graced a conference on autism and advocacy with a keynote address on the gifts of persons with intellectual disabilities. My introductory remarks took forever as per custom but hey I was talking about Charlie and bike riding!

That was around 20,000 biking miles ago, Charlie and I: in fire and ice, up mountains and alongside oceans. Yesterday we enjoyed together the trail from Yonkers through historic Van Cortlandt Park in the Bronx (could do book on Irish-American cross country legends whose strides we followed on wheels) while Dr. Chew shared time with dear friends and colleagues: the true party of joy and hope.

Charlie and I have covered 5,000 miles or so since the last time I posted on this blog: no talk en route, really, silence broken by little pieces of song. When finally last week–after virtually accident-free decade riding together—I had a little mishap, it only much later occurred to me the event was experienced entirely non-verbally, at least from Charlie’s and my end. Then driving back home to N. Central Jersey yesterday while Charlie was listening to “A Love Supreme,” I remembered what the saxophonist Art Pepper wrote about John Coltrane’s profound influence on his own playing: so profound that Pepper almost lost himself and his voice, only to re-emerge sounding true to his vocation despite enduring challenges. That’s just about right: how lucky are we to practice a dual vocation that–thanks to this party of hope–today feels like one and the same.

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A “Fallen-Away” Catholic’s Monastic Vocation in Autismland

A “Fallen-Away” Catholic’s Monastic Vocation in Autismland

Lowell Humanities Series Lecture, Februry 8, 2012 (video)


Another perfect ride

Pre-bike assemblage

Jim says he used to do exactly the same thing with his transistor radio

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Notes on Homer’s Odyssey

Notes by Prof. Kristina Chew

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Prince of (Low) Tides

At home in the waves

Tidal charts. Bicycle wrenches. Problem solving has never been my forte, but working collaboratively as a tight team of three we’ve made some progress this summer. Charlie can cover all the ocean he sees in dreams when at low tide; good rapport with lifeguards ensues and we’re back to day tripping from beach house a mere 85 miles from ocean. That’s why they print those charts! We can also handle rudimentary repairs to his mountain bike down along the rugged trails hugging the Raritan River. But it’s not the tools that make it work; it’s the loving family—from the East Bay to N. Ctr. Jersey, ocean to ocean–that has blessed Charlie with the opportunity of showing the way. And taught me how it works too.

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There IS Something Funny ‘Bout Peace, Love, and Understanding

Especially the latter: at least to this cultural historian. I mean it’s been weeks since I dreamt that my sainted co-mentor Warren Susman served me up a question on the literary critic-historian Van Wyck Brooks for my written doctoral exam. In the dream I was writing the exam not at Bishop House on College Ave. (we’re talking 1981 here) where it actually took place but at a picnic, me surrounded by fellow grad students un-burdened on that particular day by a 9-hour ordeal.

Susman loved Brooks but he was not part of my pre-exam readings; that’s trouble though Warren had always said my exam would likely be weak albeit I appeared capable of writing a worthy dissertation (draft chapters of which were in Sus’s luggage at the time of his sudden death at a Minneapolis lecturn in Spring ’85; would that were only a bad dream).

Charlie and I launched a tradition of lengthy bike rides to and fro Van Wyck Brooks’ home town of Plainfield 3, 4, years ago: first in autumn to celebrate another safe and lovely season a-bike; then more regularly to the point where the Queen City is now a routine destination: two lively go-rounds to historic neighborhoods today, in fact, those thirty-plus miles courtesy of Charlie’s between school sessions and my summer course Tuesday-thru-Thursday schedule.

Yet it was only days ago I made the wholly obvious geographic connection. I call it “the lag” and it’s a steady cognitive companion; one salient feature of the ADHD kingdom. But I did quickly remember that in the dream, I initially stood atop a picnic table using a piano bench to write on; then I stood atop the bench itself. Of course! Plainfield was also home to the great Bill Evans, who graces Charlie’s I-Pad thanks to Dr. Chew.

I have a long way to go in learning how to write not only about my dreams but one Charles Vincent Fisher. Dr. Chew, on the other hand, has been bearing nightly witness since June 2005; that anniversary won’t be obscured by any lag. That is some archive K. has compiled, and since I don’t travel much anymore…someday, when my learning has grown at least commensurate to where I was at in dissertation stage.

Yet another notable Plainfield native was the legendary editor Maxwell Perkins. Why couldn’t Susman have quizzed me instead on Perkins’ client F. Scott Fitz? Because Warren always knew what he was doing: no lag there. Had he lived I hope he’d now be asking students about Parliament-Funkadelic founder George Clinton; sure, he too hails from Plainfield.

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Come on Let’s do the Taster: R.I.P. Larry ‘Wildman’ Fischer

New York Times obituary

And thanks always, Larry, for helping me make it through high school or not.

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Happy 100th, Pete

We celebrated the centennial of Pete Corridan’s birth—June 15, 2011–in the most natural of ways: a screening of the great movie for students in my summer class, followed by spirited walk to the historic West Side piers. Three-hour class periods are not without their special virtues; afforded additional time for viewing mini-doc that always evokes warmest of memories of that same teaching pier, foot of W. 70th Street.

All is grace, as Dorothy Day would put it. All is gravy, as I might be more inclined to exclaim. No curves, as Corridan woulda put it. Happy birthday, Pete…S.J….religious orders and waterfront bosses may come and go but your memory is eternal, even as we move on to other stories.

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